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Let’s write this one in English, just to be sure i spent my last six months with at least some american people.

The last day, the day its finally starts snowing in New York. I feel like this is a nice way to end up my journey here, a blank page to start again something new in Paris. It’s been an amazing 6 months, 2 appartments, a thousand bars, a few clubs thanks to Alison, a lost bet, but a great job experience. This was also the time when I realised it’s all about taking the right time for the things and people that matters. Life was easy and peaceful, let’s try to keep that from now on.

I don’t know how to sum all of that up, i haven’t realized i’m leaving yet and i’m waiting to take a cab to JFK. The only thing I am sure about is that New York is an amazing city, because it is full of possibilities, there is a place for everyone, and you can choose who you want to be. A friend of mine told me a few weeks before my departure that i would find art in New York, and thanks to Athena and a couple of friends, i really did.

There’s a lot of people i didn’t have a chance to say goodbye, but this is just a new page, a new chapter, not the end of the book, and there will be new adventures.

So,

Thank you Athena for who you are and all you showed me, and i’m not only talking about places.
Thank you Ivan for the great introduction to the city, i missed you though.
Thank you Lucie for being the best roomate ever.
Thank you Carole and Clemence, don’t read that line just above i was lying and i love you.
Thank you Alison for being the crazyiest party-girl ever, i wouldn’t have done that much without you.
Thank you Charles for bringing a spark of insanity to all of us.
Thank you Anna Karine for the pictures in the park.
Thank you Alienor and Marion for being only the only two girls at most of our parties.
Thank you Julie for being the best amish girl known to date.
Thank you Henri for making me feel like in Quiberon for 6 months ;)
Thank you Pol for teaching me how to drink Whisky from a bowl.
Thank you Jenn for not pawning my watch, i’ll remember it.
Thank you Flo, Jerem and Alexis for the nice lunchs and teaching me all about your school vocabulary.
Thank you Damien for the Thankgiving dinner, i’m still full from that day.
Thank you Anissa for the lapdance, and the glasses of wine i’ll remember that too.
Thank you Margaux and Alex for the one-kiss misunderstanding and the best lounge ever.
Thank you Marine for the tour of Bedford av. a bit late, but great.
Thank you Clementine and Isabelle for the flash from the past, you’ve become amazing people.
Thank you Annie, Kelly and Lindsey for making the bar 9 that fun.
Thank you Guss and Jose for all the good times at work, i’ll miss you guys.
Thank you Nick for the inspiring knowledge you gave me.
Thank you Rodney and Eleonore for being such understanding bosses.
Thank you Pryia for not kicking out too many of my stories.
Thank you Cyrielle for being one of the rare person from l’ESSEC i’m glad to see anywhere.
Thank you Mariam for the ugly sweater party, great way to end all of that.
Thank you Marisa for being so nice even when i am clearly crazy.
Thank you Julia for teaching me a bit of chinese in a close future.
Thank you Emma for being always there.
Thank you Mike and Dan for Life on Mars and all the other songs.
Thank you Aleks for Greenhouse and all the crazy places.
And thank you to all the people i haven’t mentionend but made New York that great experience.

It’s like forgetting the words to your favorite song
You can’t believe it
You were always singing along
It was so easy and the words so sweet
You can’t remember
You try to feel the beat

Samson, Eet, Laughing With, Fidelity, On the Radio, j’en ai encore plein la tete et plein les oreilles.
Un instant au dessus de la ville, deconnecte du monde. Une voix qui vous donne les yeux rouges.
Le genre de moment qui se passe de commentaires, vous sortez de la silencieux, envie d’errer un peu le nez en l’air.
Se dire que c’est pour ces belles choses qu’on est content d’etre la. On est presque fier d’etre aussi nombreux la ce soir.

pour ceux qui ne connaissent pas, ou qui veulent redecouvrir : regina spektor

trois jours maintenant que je n’ecoute exclusivement que de la musique classique. clairement ca fait du bien de retrouver cette ambiance, un peu hors du temps. j’ecoute du erik satie, la gnossienne n.3, le requiem de mozart, j’ai decouvert steve reich, new york counterpoint, qui resonne bien d’ailleurs avec la chanson new york i love you de lcd soundsystem (pas dans le meme registre).
la vie est drolement faite, j’ai rencontre hier soir une compositrice. elle compose des requiems et des musiques de film. elle commence a me parler d’erik satie et du minimalisme en musique classique. j’ai ecoute la symphonie n.9 en mi mineure d’antonin dvorak, et il y a plein de similutudes avec duel of the fates de john williams, la b.o de la menace fantome.

je devais le reecrire quelque part pour ne pas l’oublier. je suis completement amoureux de charlotte gainsbourg. charlotte si tu me lis, mon mail est en bas de la page.